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[Dec. 7th, 2004|03:21 pm] |
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| | early november | ] |
its tuesday.. |
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[Dec. 3rd, 2004|06:41 pm] |
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nevermind..... |
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[Oct. 24th, 2004|03:14 pm] |
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| | denver harbor-all i want | ] |
sooo havent updated in a long long while....
sooo friday went on a field trip passaic river...wet cold nuff said...
friday afternoon-went to vball game ...of course caldwell won = ]
then me shannon amy lauren steph and cristin went to starbucks....then everyone went back to my house due to my illfated planning...but it turned out to be a rocking time
christina came over no too long after and so began a craaaazy night we watched jay and silent bob strike back...and play pool...which by the way a got wrecked by shannon (just wait i will beat you = ])....but i did beat gabe by an illfated 8 ball haha...soo the night was over all went home..
then saturday rolled around..awesome day...
around 1ish shannon and i went to the park maad good time
we wandered around the woods for awhile looking at stuff seeing the sights...and then we found this for.
a really good fort..it had a roof and string and a knife...yea odd so we sat there for awhile...and i almost fell of this log we were sitting on quite funny....but then it was bound to happen i actually did fall off the log and fell hard haha soon after the kids that built the fort came riding up on their bikes so we bolted they saw us though...but it gets better we watched them from up in the woods...they had an axe...i dont want to know..so we wandered a bit more then back to the main path to go back to shannons house.. we watched my big fat greek wedding sooo funny good times then we ventured to cloverleaf to have dinner before hyannis sound...more good times...then off to hyannis sound...impressive acappla then some wandering around bloomfield ave ...and i went home.
today....off to fairleigh dickinson university for a tour/open house moral of that story..free food and cheap sweatshirts are good haha then doing nothing all day haha sooo that was my kick ass weekend. |
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[Oct. 4th, 2004|06:37 pm] |
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weekend up date-
ok so friday night went to the football game with lauren and met amy and rachel, and amanda there. It was madd cold out...but it was fun nevertheless. Then my mom picked us up and we journeyed to rachels house where we watched clueless...haa classic.
then saturday rolled around...what a waste of a day...but that night i went over daves house...alex f. will britt and karen came...let me tell you it was a good time...arr arr shark....and orthodox octopus named sally yea....
then sunday....
street fair....was fun.....i saw many people there...shannon and i visited amy at work we saw the basement haha then more street fair blah blah blah....then off to dinner with sam cristin greg jesse and dan from montville came....best dinner ever fun stuff haha.... soo yea that was the weekend
and now monday....it hurt to wake up....to go to class....monday hurts ha....well w/e not a bad day persay just monday whatever....
have a great week everyone. |
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[Sep. 29th, 2004|05:51 pm] |
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so yea school...reaffirms my beliefe that good moods cant last.
tommorow was realtively decent for a tuesday
then the good mood ended for several reasons
today was blah what ever but we got our class rankings
and I'm so mad at myself. I am so stupid I really am 159 yea freaking great amazing class rank.
and now I'm scared what college is gona want me? seriously this year I'm working my ass off...but how much is that going to affect my gpa and class rank? I've probably dug myself a mighty deep hole here..and sure I'm determined to do well but I'm scared...just scared and I hate myself...I hate that I suck at school I hate it all I can't stand it....I'm done writing enough complaining for one day.
-comming down the world turned over
angels fall with out you there
and I go on as you get colder
or are you someone"s prayer?- |
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[Sep. 27th, 2004|08:04 pm] |
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hmm so i got really bored and did these quiz things i must say quite entertaining...haha |
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[Sep. 25th, 2004|11:34 pm] |
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you don't have to say a word
I get the point
and understandably
I'll bow out quietly
(moving on moving on)
excuses bring me back to reality
excuses tell me I'm not missing anything
(moving on moving on)
-there weren't any stars out that night
and understandably they went to hide-
I'll be ok forget everything
It's fine dont worry about me
cause I know the sun still rises in the east
with out fail and falls to the west
rainy days will come and go
with the seasons fall
turns cold and desolate
and on the heels winter
comes a new spring
life keeps moving on
pretty soon the days are gone
wishing I didnt wish them away
its not gona happen
I'll start over now
I'll let it be
and the storms will clear
living for every second
taking it slow
time more precious than gold
hmmm.....
we won't grow old
we'll just know |
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[Sep. 20th, 2004|05:54 pm] |
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| | early november- exchanging two hundred. | ] |
ok well saturday
did nothing all day....homework and such..then went to stephs for awhile and we watched minority report..damn good movie i must say, then shannon arrive, we journied to the soda pop shop good stuff hung there for awhile..then walked back to stephs..it was a bit chilly. we got back and started then we had to go shannon and her mom dropped me home i went to be and slept.
sunday..woke up did more homework thats right more..it never ends..after the hw is done i went to the football game with steph shannon and we met simon lauren and paul there..it was a good time. then i went home for a bit then to fotc...interesting thing they have going on so i walke in and alli bugs out..but its gets better then we have to feed pizza to the person sitting next to us..yea so that worked out well...then i went home and tried to sleep didnt work i just stared at the wall for awhile.. i guess theres alot on my mind w/e so i get to sleep at like 4 30 and wake up again at 5 45...so i was like fuck this im just gona wake up for good and off to school..yea monday woo
fuck school i hate it so much and mondays suck so much..it wouldnt suck so much if certain people just didnt come to school...its not like they even pay attention why not save me the trouble and stay the fuck home.
happy monday. |
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[Sep. 19th, 2004|12:22 pm] |
as I stand here
buying wishes
tear my ticket
sit and watch as the story unfolds
moving through every scene
hoping every moment that
we could be the ones on that screen
so I ask 1 for the 9 o'clock show
sit alone watching close
finding hope I'm finding hope
I'll rewrite this script
I'll buy some time
I'll change the ending
dont ask why.
cause I know we're all afraid
of whats around the corner
gripping tight the the chair
and they open the door
theres no reason to be afraid
I'm telling you it's ok
trust me this time
forget what you think
cause i wrote this script
and in the end it will all fit
fall in to place
we ll hang out in the rain
while it washes away
everything that made you afraid. |
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[Sep. 16th, 2004|06:53 pm] |
*easy for the sake of certainty*
I hope your right
in all of this
I hope its something
that does exist
cause this past few
months I've been holding in
what I want to say
Just send me as sign
anything to let me know
that this could be
i feel as if
i could lose everything
cause everytime I turn my head
and your gone.
waiting for my chance to make it
(hold on it wont be long)
waiting for you to stay that extra second
(so I'm told)
my hearts held hostage
(and you don't even know it)
I'm just waiting to show it
I'm waiting for a moment
Just send me as sign
anything to let me know
that this could be
i feel as if
i could lose everything
cause everytime I turn my head
and your gone.
(killed by your design
all in due time just let me know
you turn my to the sun suddenly waking up
is easier) |
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